[Even though his reasons are more painful than hers, she can't help being awake now. What a useless person she was. For all her claims of being special and different, she was a regular old human now. She couldn't sense anything but then again, how would she know for sure? Over and over again she doubts everything, that maybe there was something there, and then doubts it again, that she'll only get his hopes up and ruin it.
Again. And again and again. Just like when the others first saw her and thought she was someone else. Even in her world, her existence was a disappointment.
Milla takes a breath.]
Hey, Guy. Tomorrow, let's go back there. They said that generation did leave some trinkets and things behind. Maybe... [Ah. No, she's already starting it. But if she doesn't force him to hang onto hope, then what will happen to him?] ...well, isn't it... worth a shot?
['And we'll keep looking for Luke' she wants to say but she's afraid to say more than that right now.]
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[Even though his reasons are more painful than hers, she can't help being awake now. What a useless person she was. For all her claims of being special and different, she was a regular old human now. She couldn't sense anything but then again, how would she know for sure? Over and over again she doubts everything, that maybe there was something there, and then doubts it again, that she'll only get his hopes up and ruin it.
Again. And again and again. Just like when the others first saw her and thought she was someone else. Even in her world, her existence was a disappointment.
Milla takes a breath.]
Hey, Guy. Tomorrow, let's go back there. They said that generation did leave some trinkets and things behind. Maybe... [Ah. No, she's already starting it. But if she doesn't force him to hang onto hope, then what will happen to him?] ...well, isn't it... worth a shot?
['And we'll keep looking for Luke' she wants to say but she's afraid to say more than that right now.]