[Something in the air buzzes when she's close--it makes his head fuzzy and burns in his chest. The kiss is there and then it isn't, so light that he almost doubts it. It doesn't register. Seki stares up at her, eyes wide.]
Wait. [Soft. Stupid. What is she going to wait for? Seki doesn't even know what he's asking her to wait on.] You--
[Indignation rises in his throat. This wasn't fair. They've danced along this line for so many years, never crossing it, because they understood what it meant if they did. They either left this hellhole together, or...
Seki doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't want to want another chance to kiss her, because that'd mean signing off on both their lives. His breathing quickens.]
How'm I supposed to when you're screwing around with me like this?
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Wait. [Soft. Stupid. What is she going to wait for? Seki doesn't even know what he's asking her to wait on.] You--
[Indignation rises in his throat. This wasn't fair. They've danced along this line for so many years, never crossing it, because they understood what it meant if they did. They either left this hellhole together, or...
Seki doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't want to want another chance to kiss her, because that'd mean signing off on both their lives. His breathing quickens.]
How'm I supposed to when you're screwing around with me like this?