[Luke shuts his eyes. Right. He screwed up, he knows that, and he knows Guy was hurting, but there had to be a better way than this. He's thought about it and there were definitely other things he could have done. Maybe he could have tried to make Master Van happy with him somehow. Maybe he should have encouraged Dist's own project to cause friction in the group or... or something.
There had to be a better way than abandoning Guy. He let the pain get to him and let Guy down, too. Even if it would have hurt him, if Luke had thought of something better, this could have been resolved.]
All I think about is what I can do better to save you! I can't go back and fix things. It's always like this. [All of his mistakes pile up into something heavier for him to carry and that's his own fault. It's fine if it happens to him but not when it hurts the others.] But at least right now I can make sure you're safe before you disappear again!
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[Luke shuts his eyes. Right. He screwed up, he knows that, and he knows Guy was hurting, but there had to be a better way than this. He's thought about it and there were definitely other things he could have done. Maybe he could have tried to make Master Van happy with him somehow. Maybe he should have encouraged Dist's own project to cause friction in the group or... or something.
There had to be a better way than abandoning Guy. He let the pain get to him and let Guy down, too. Even if it would have hurt him, if Luke had thought of something better, this could have been resolved.]
All I think about is what I can do better to save you! I can't go back and fix things. It's always like this. [All of his mistakes pile up into something heavier for him to carry and that's his own fault. It's fine if it happens to him but not when it hurts the others.] But at least right now I can make sure you're safe before you disappear again!